I Shot For The Moon

Writing has totally taken a backseat for awhile. Everything I have always wanted in life has landed on my plate. I am extremely grateful, these amazing gifts are keeping me tremendously busy and challenged. It almost seems as though I have forgotten how to write, since most of my writing came from desires. Now I have achieved many of these things and I am simply basking in the warmth and happiness of it all.

No, I did not hit the lottery...but my music is finally taking form. I found someone who believes in me and wants to work with me on this amazing project. Besides that I have found someone who is ready to build a relationship, get to know my kids, participate in life's adventures and love me with a warmth I have never experienced before. In a million years I could never have written or asked for anything so glorious. The Universe has exceeded my expectations, I am literally in a state of ecstasy.

How does this happen? How does one achieve their dreams and experience the glory of accomplishment and happiness? My first answer is to be happy with yourself. Get to know you. This is something I have written about many times, but it is surely the first step. Have you ever seen the movie, "Runaway Bride"? Julia Roberts plays a woman who literally runs from the prospect of marriage...she doesn't understand it herself; she meets a nice man, they get to know one another, he asks her to marry him and she bolts right before the ceremony. Richard Gere is a reporter who comes to her and asks her, "how do you like your eggs?" Julia's character is perplexed...what does he mean, 'how do I like my eggs'??? Later in the movie we discover Julia never took the time to get to know herself before dating these men who wanted to marry her. She adopted their beliefs and their likes and dislikes...never believing in herself. Later she finds out 'how she likes her eggs' and she ends up with Richard Gere (of course!) This is sort of what happened to me. I had to take the time (painstaking time) to discover what it was I really wanted in life. When I finally decided I wanted to be a rockstar, I placed an ad on Craigslist stating EXACTLY what I was looking for. Andy will tell you, THAT is what made him contact me. The ad. I was determined. I was strong. I was ready to work.

I wish I had more energy to write. I am now working during the week and rehearsing on the weekends, also making sure I spend time with my kids and my new guy. I have so much, and it is WONDERFUL. Blogging has been my life for two years, now I have so many other things going on, it is difficult to keep this up. I do want to get my message out, however, and I will make time to put my word in here when I can.

MoonGirl the Rockstar, OUT.