Thursday, April 30, 2009

Moving Forward

This is an amazing life. Over the past few months I have lost my drive to blog. Well, that, and I have had no time...I am sure that has a lot to do with it. Yesterday I was relieved from my temp job at Walz, I think my subconscious sabotaged it to tell you the truth...but I know there are a million and one BETTER ways to make money.

Today I must learn to move forward. Work with my strong suits instead of worrying about what happened in the past. This has always been my faltering point, but I am aware of that now and it is now time to learn to move forward.

Last year I realized it was time to ask for help and accept a partner into my life to assist me in accomplishing my goals. In December, I fell in love with Andy. He is the best man I have ever known. We make a really great team, and together we are a force to be reckoned with. I am blessed to have him in my life, he sees me for who I am and he supports me emotionally and spiritually. I can move forward now, I can be who I want to be. I can stop looking for stupid crappy jobs like pushing a button for 8 hours and just be me. Wow. What a concept!

So what does moving forward mean? How do I do this? Who am I ready to be? The door of opportunity just swung wide open, and all I have to do is step inside...

I am ready to be a work at home Mom who is married to the best man in the world. I work promoting the band, educating my kids and keeping us all healthy and happy. I walk daily, we eat good healthy food, the house is clean, I find venues and promote our band and learn new music. Life is good. I have plenty to do and it is very rewarding. This I can do. It is time to move forward. Opportunity just said, "Come In!"