Dreams That Foretell My Future

I have been known throughout my life to have dreams that tell me what is going to happen in the future. I don't really call them psychic dreams, although most of them feel that way. I never quite know when or how these dreams are going to manifest into reality, and some of them are symbolic and not very specific as to what the ACTUAL EVENT will be. If you look back in my posts to about a year ago, you will see where I blogged about the tornado dream. Two tornadoes came and threatened my family, they destroyed everything around our property, but we were untouched and not hurt. In fact one tornado took me to another state, and I called my son to see if he was okay and he said "business is GREAT!" This dream was not very specific, but it gave me consolation that no matter what terrible things happen, my family and I will be fine and we will prosper. This dream came true. I have been working a few jobs, I met Andy and fell in love, we built the band project, I am learning to promote myself and BUSINESS IS GREAT. It was a nice touch how the dream tornado took me to a different state, because as it turns out, I am not in a place in my life that I never thought I would be. I am in love, going to be married soon and I am a housewife, a rockstar and working at home selling my band. Its awesome.

This is not the dream I am here to blog about, however.

About 13 years ago I was in a very bad place. My husband was very ill, we lost our house, we were drowning in debt, and our life was literally a living hell. I could not see the future. We lived each day in darkness, moment by moment. My stress level was so high I had constant headaches, backaches, stomach aches...it was horrible. One night, however, I had a very vivid dream that I lived in a tiny, cluttered house, but when I opened a door to what I thought was a closet, I saw before me a gigantic mansion with hundreds and hundreds of rooms. Everywhere I explored I found more rooms, it was my palace. The mansion was empty, and I was told that I could decorate it however I wanted. This was exciting news. When I woke up, I knew this was a message and insight to my future, but I did not know how it was going to come true. I had nothing, not even energy to get through each day...my sadness was beyond anything I could ever explain. I was not only destitute, I was hopeless.

Over the next few years, several things transpired. My husband died, I paid off my debt, I got a better job, I dated, I re-married and soon afterward I got divorced. My health was much better, and I had some money, but I still did not know how my dream was going to transpire. I often had similar dreams, where I lived in an apartment that expanded into many rooms, and I loved when those dreams came to me, because they let me know I was on the right track. I wrote, I sang, I did everything I could to be creative, but nothing actually manifested. I experienced frustration in relationships and my financial situation...I was spinning my wheels at my computer and starting to go back into debt. One day I decided to sit on my patio every morning and meditate. I am sort of an impatient person so meditating is difficult for me. I would spend about 10 minutes out there listening to birds and drinking in the cool morning air, it was great! Little by little I started receiving messages. First of all, my girlfriend told me to movemy fountain from the back yard to the front entrance of my condo. I did this, and within a week I had a job and started making money. When the fountain got dirty, the money stopped coming...so I would clean it and a new job came my way. Then I got another message to ask for a partner. I looked to heaven, and I said, "I am ready to receive help." That's when I wrote the ad to start a band and I posted in on Craigslist. Andy Long answered my ad and my life changed instantly. I now have a partner. I have never had a partner before. Andy is my partner in music, in parenting, in love...he supports me in everything I do and all that I represent, and I support him in the same way. Even though I have been married before and had several relationships...I realize that I have never had a partner before. It is a glorious feeling. I now fel that I have entered my empty palace, the spiritual mansion in my dream that I am now ready to decorate. The band is taking off, I get to write about it, sing, perform, and I will soon be taking graphics design classes so I can help promote other bands. It is a limitless opportunity to be creative and lucrative. I am so excited I can only begin to express...